Open Question: i need help. I don`t know what to do and I feel like no one whats to help me?

I`m almost 33. I live with my mom which I hate. (no my mom, just living with her) I live in a Island where My bachelor degree is useless sense everyone can learn it from google, believe it or not. That`s what my college professors did when they tutor me. I can`t find a Job, I don`t have a car and I barely earn $300 a month from freelancing. I have so many Ideas but most of them are ether in need of programming skills, money or a car. I have a website, is my sole passion but I need the car to actually make it work plus extra cash for equipment. I have no friends and God know I try asking my family. My credit.... let just say that my 12 year of alcoholism took care of that. Its been 2 years sense I cease drinking and I`m actually going to church. I do have a lot of knowledge in so many different areas but its really difficult to ether find a job or make my skills and Ideas work. I have try, forex trading with no luck. I`m trying to open and stock account for trading but I can`t seam to receive enough money to start. I have try online marketing and I really hate it. Specially affiliate marketing. I`ve been searching for a mentor but here where I live I could be one of the smarter people around, so I`m practically alone. I feel alone. I don`t know what to do with my life. I`m trying to learn software development but I`m every by my self and it gets really confusing sometimes. I do know ho to do 3D but it took me a year just to cash a $5000 job. So far 3D here is just not big enough. I`m actually blogging but I really need the car to actually have something to talk about. I have even try to give my knowledge for free or for food and no one listens or no one wants to help out. I have a OK life, but I know I`m capable of so many things, great things... I just can`t seem to know where to go from here. I`m thinking back to college to actually receive a good degree. My bachelors is useless sense is from a technical institute and I cant receive a masters with it. SO... I`m a graphic designer but I have arrive to hate the industry so much... at least here where I live. Is a tiny Island BTW, It would only take you 5-6 hours to steer around it and we have 4millions living here. I don`t know... I do know that I`m not the only one feeling like this.

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